Elevator

Smiles and Gesture open for the heart to take

So what do you do? You follow along hoping to become a part of it

To be accepted, wanted maybe loved.

Together we sit sharing jokes, laughing, bonding,

Wait.....not together.

Because here I am sitting with nothing to say feeling completely alone, alienated,

feeling like a charity case.

Don't you just hate that feeling?

Where you're completely disconnected from your body,

On the outside looking in completely numb.

But you know deep inside you rather be here instead of alone seemingly belonging.

But sometimes it's just too much to bare feeling completely uncomfortable.

Naked in front of a crowed nicely dressed.

So then you get up say goodbye 

And for old time sake's smile trying not to show your disappointment, your pain.

But what else can you do when all you want to is feel like you belong.